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Spring is here!

03.19.2018 by Lenka // Leave a Comment

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Happy Monday lovely people!

Spring is here! Who´s not happy about it? Even though the winter doesn´t seem to give up any time soon in this area, I really look forward to spring. It´s my second favorite season right after the autumn. Last week was quite warm and we saw some snowdrops in the gardens on our afternoon strolls, which is a good sign of changing seasons. The start of this year was quite hard for me and my family so I hope this spring will bring us all some much-needed positive changes. So here are some reasons, why I really love and look forward to this incredible season:

1. Fashion: spring dresses, light coats, cute shoes, colorful accessories, pastels, florals, cute patterns. This is the right season to get crazy with colors and patterns and accessories. You just need your imagination.

2. Flowers: tulips, daffodils, snowdrops, lilies of the valley, they are everywhere! They are super affordable, pretty and they bring some spring smell, positivity and cuteness to your home. And I really look forward to plant lavender on my balcony.

3. Longer days: I am quite a night owl when it comes to work. Most things I do are usually in the evening when my son sleeps. Preparing my blog posts, exercising, ironing the laundry (I think I am the last person on Earth who irons). So longer days for me, yes please!

4. Everything fresh: fresh air, fresh vegetables, fresh herbs, fresh flowers, fresh berries, fresh washing hanged outside… just everything fresh! I´m really looking forward to make a salad, prepare some meat for grilling outside and enjoy it with a glass of good wine. Not speaking of the smell of freshly washed laundry hanged outside.

5. Birds chirping: I love to open windows in the afternoon, make a cup of tea or coffee, turn off TV and just listen to the sounds of the nature. It´s so amazing and relaxing.

What do you love on spring season?
xo, Lenka

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My thoughts on miscarriage

03.06.2018 by Lenka // Leave a Comment

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Hello my dear readers,

I hope you are doing well. To be honest, I don´t know where to start. Last month we got the amazing message that we will be parents again. Everything went well, I had 2 ultrasounds, morning sickness, and all pregnancy symptoms you can imagine. My belly was slowly popping out and I was looking forward to buy maternity clothes. The last week I was feeling great, my energy levels increased and morning sickness was gone. I was so ready to enter second trimester. As week 12 was approaching (on Monday 26th I was supposed to have my 12 week check out and ultrasound), on Saturday I woke up in the morning bleeding. I was bleeding with my son too, but it was week 5 or 6 but it was much lighter. This time it was so much heavier so I got scared and I cried because subconsciously I knew that something was wrong. We went to the nearest hospital and there I got injection to stop bleeding. In the afternoon the bleeding went worse. So we went to the hospital where my son was born (the doctors and nurses there are amazing, I cannot thank them enough for the care, professionality and humanity they have) and we got the worst message in my life. That the baby had no heartbeat and I had missed abortion. I have never felt more helpless and I think I have never been this sad in my life. So my doctor suggested to order me on curettage which happened on Monday. After the operation I felt kind of empty. My baby was gone. Since then I am trying to suppress my grief with emotional eating, but I really need some time to go through all the emotions flowing through my mind. I know it is bad for me and for my overall health. I know how important is to have some support, so if any of you went through something similar, please feel free to DM me on my social media accounts. We can help each other. A lot of people don´t speak about this situation, but I think it´s important to talk about it. I have read and heard that 20 % of pregnancies end with missed or other kinds of abortions. I don´t know if it´s supposed to be comforting words, it didn´t comfort me at all. I hope I am not only one here so if you have your story, please I am here for you.

I hope I have your patience and support and I wish you all the best from all my heart.

xo, Lenka

2018

01.09.2018 by Lenka // Leave a Comment

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Hello beautiful people!

I´d like to wish you a very beautiful, healthy, and successful new year. I wish for you all that this year will be better than the last one.

I know this year started more than week ago, but I love how every year begins with new hopes. I don´t know how about you, but I always have a looong list of goals and plans on hand. My problem is to stick with them. Always. Last year I have started with a quite overwhelmed, and I don´t want to make the same mistake. If I had to recap last year, it was one of the worst years for me since I remember. But I really have an inner feeling, that 2018 will be better both personally and professionally.

One of the most important things for me is of course to be be healthier this year. But what I really want to focus on is my blog. I want to be more productive, write more often, be more engaged and to grow my audience. This brings me to another goal, which is to be more organized as a work-at-home-mom. Last year I wasn´t able to keep my blog on regular basis and my family life, but I studied a lot, so I hope it brings me some positive results.

Another thing I really want to focus on is exercising. Exercising was a huge part of my life and last month I started with yoga. I have to admit, I have fallen in love. It is so relieving! I mean, after each yoga session I feel like new person and it helps me to fight with my mood changes, I sleep better, I feel better and I really want to exercise on regular basis.

The last words from me: This year will be OUR year. Let´s get into work.

xo, Lenka

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